I have - completely - erased my computer's hard drive.
Just reading these words as I write them makes me feel... strange.
Everything is gone: photos, programs and of course... my website. Not to mention my books-in-progress and who knows what else I have not yet thought about.
I sit here and try to observe my thoughts: some of them are of panic. Some of them are numb. Others, I barely glimpse at may be of something akin to ... excitement? Could that be?
I know that everything has a darn great reason for happening. I know that I create my own reality.
I don't know why I picked this. When I do, I will let you know.
Until then, I oscillate between lots of "doing" (calling data recovery services, thinking about what else is gone) and "being" (taking a bath, thinking that maybe I will forget the whole thing and apply for a job as a school bus driver).
This is a strange time.
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